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Been close to half a year since my last entry... What am I busy at? Think back... Cant recall... Finally all papers all clear... Results will be out in Sept... Pray that I can clear my papers and graduate... Life is full of uncertainty... I had always been lack of confidence in myself...

This yr is indeed a challenging year for me... Faced with exams stress and at the same time my mum was sick... Luckily my mum is brave enough or else I guess I will break down... With her positive thinking, I did not even drop a tear... It was my bros' tears that me cant control myself...In the end my mum need to console the 3 of us... LOL... As usual I sux at making decision... I was so lost and I cant think which option to opt will be the best... As usual Pig KF is so steady in his decision... Of course we follow the decision he make... BIG BROTHER not call fun de ok... He really is our big kor kor...So I call him King whenever he is back from work... I still don want to respect him leh... :X

And the operation was scheduled at the time when I am having my papers... I guess I try my best in the revision...As usual even if I try my best, I always feel what I do is insufficent... I had already try to concentrate on the 3 papers... Last audit paper which is the day after my mum operation, I give up... Everyone told me not to go for the hospital and stay at home to revise... I just cant focused... Yup...I stayed thorughout the process... The toughest 14hrs in my life...

We din even know the operation was delay... We waited and waited...I called 3 times to the ward to ask whether my mum was back in her ward... They say she haven fully awake.... Each time I hear that, tears just flow down... They stated that she will be out at 5pm... Wait till 630pm still not out yet... Call them to check with the operation side, finally know cos of the delay she had been out 5 min ago only... Of course rush to see her when we receive a call to tell us she had been back in her ward... Still need to register!!! Waste our time... I was really useless... I failed to recognise mummy... She look so different... Tapped her and she awaked... First qns asked : Had you all eaten??? Immediately tears rolled... Asking me why I am still here and had I finish revising... All she think is how we are doing... She dont even care about herself...


Everything is fine and she is recovering well... Yup... The best gift for my birthday this year... My birthday wish this year is family and friends to be healthy and happy always... First the report show everything is alright... But for the consultant day, she needed another operation... We had chose not to let her undergo it again... And of course we respect her decision cos she chose not to...


Yup... Finally went to taiwan with my family~~~ My first time taking plane... Taiwan so fun~~~ I wanted go again!!!! I LOVE TAIWAN and MY FAMILY TOO~~~ <33333333


Finally is job searching now, hope everything will be smooth~~~